people squander life, you know that. ive always had the occasional thought of it, but now i have a blog, and by the celesital powers (thats all the gods of any religion) im going to use it to share my strange and outlandish views (well ok, not outlandish, but it makes me look cool to say it)
look at all the homeless people living in the street, so many people desperate to get a job so they can life in a home, be safe, and not get STD's by simply sleeping with their mouth open. these poor folks want to better themselves, yet there are thousands, no actually, most likely millions in this country alone who are quite happy to cheat benefits in order to sit comfortably and stay out of any form of work, the lazy live well and the hard workers suffer and die in the street. its wrong, true work sucks, but there is a job out there for each and every person, something they do truly enjoy if they just worked through the layers of crap to get there. i hate my job, its mind-numbingly dull and my mouth hurts from all the fake smiling, but i do it because i know its the right thing to do to get where i want to be, where i can finally enjoy what i do. if i see someone begging on the street, i always wish i could help, if my luck ever shifted, i could find myself among their numbers. i give what i can, when i can (i dont carry coins often) and i even gave a pizza hut pizza slice to a guy once, cos i didnt have any money to give him....it was good pizza too...
the rich and the higher up empoyees seem to instantly forget what its like to be on the lower levels of employment, seeing them all as dim witted idiots who cant do a thing without commands and constant checking up on (we view the managers the same way, to be fair) but there is so many life chances wasted, people who ignore their familes just to focus on their work. if you want to work for a living, as in, live for your work, dont get a family, it only tears it apart in the end, no good ever comes from it. not everyone squanders life though, the middle class have it right usually...well occasionally, not too rich, not too poor, but always aiming for that goal in life, and always there for their family when it counts.
i mention the squandering of life because ive been quite lazy this past week, other than worrying about my poor friend, ive basically unpacked boxes and watched TV. when every day i mean to call Equity for information, phone up an agency for a directors information to ask for screenwriting aid, and a great many other things, when i realised that, i remembered every lazy person i ever see. especially through my till, i see fat people who "cant help their weight" but i end up scanning through piles of crisps, chocolate, fizzy drinks, frozen foods and maybe like, 1 piece of fruit. they also squander life, not because they are fat, but because like everyone else, its never their fault, its always someone elses, we live in an age of blame casting. no one is ever willing to take responcabilities for their actions, the fat blame the fast food, never the thought of "wait, im fat, hmm maybe i should exercise and cut down on all this crap...try to eat a bit better balanced", my ex girlfriend was always moaning about not having money, but would never ever go out of her way to look for a job. it just...it annoys me so much, if you want something, fight for it, stop blaming others. take responcibilites for your actions, only you can change you, only you are in control of what you do, so stop making excuses and live a life!!
yeah...my blogs will probably go back to being sarcastic soon...just had to get that off my chest. peace out.
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